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date: '2026-09-25'
description: it was 13 years ago.
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title: words that i wanted to tell you
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hi T,

i went to therapy today and talked to Steph about us. you know, i hadn’t had a real chance to fully process your abrupt disappearance from this realm, but for some {{sidenotes[reasons]: i was thinking about our relationship and how it shaped the way i see love in others, and how it framed the way i show up for people i care about. _maybe this is why i found it hard to get over H for the past few months._}} i decided to share this part of my life with Steph.

You know, we were so young.